See what time has done to my companion from childhood

It has been so long since I took a pen to write my thoughts out, in fact, years. I used to write tiny poems about the rain and other lovely things in life when I was a child. Imagination had no bounds and time was no barrier to spill my feelings out to the world. But nowadays as years had passed by like milli seconds, I am tackling a lot of heavy weight problems and crossing hurdles, and the 24 hour time period seems so limited and I am slowly getting out of touch with writing. Writing whatever comes to my mind was one thick companion to share my feelings with and that green old diary and the lonely ink pen used to be my only means to pass time. I had written so many songs, a lot of stories and filled its pages with poems of mine. But now, I have neither got the time nor such level of creativity left to think about things in a beautiful way. Moreover, nowadays if I want to write something, I don't pen it but type it out virtually and post it to my blog or the facebook. Well, thats a part of it! But I dare not say that I feel equally satiated when I type my thoughts out when compared to writing it on that personalized diary in my own hand writing. This might feel really silly for those who are reading this now, but it is my personal opinion. And whatever I write is wholly not my own, I am being constantly helped by 'The Word' in my spelling mistakes, grammatical errors and other complex words and makes my work really presentable and easy to read. Now, you migt be wondering what is the problem in here? I totally agree with you, it is a boon in disguise. But this is the reason I do not feel satisfied like I do after writing a poem or a song in my diary, each and every word in that diary will be my own thoughts and not a corrected spelling mistake or grammatical error or some word which I might have found suitable from my virtual dictionary. I feel sheepish to say this out but I am going to really start over again, give myself some time to think about the beautiful things in life and PEN them down in verses of my very own(not helped by Word). Maybe later, I might post some of them for you all to read. I really thank you for your patient reading if you have come to this point of the paragraph, because you have spent some of your precious time to read the thoughts of mine. :)